and then it becomes a relief.

We choose neither to talk or to tell

because we know better than anyone else that

the ambiguity of a langauge can cause misunderstood.



gradually, you'll understand there's no truth in this life,

witnessing the collapse of the truth, you devastate.

you curse and you cry.

and you feel like changing.



So you speak up.

for the first time,

calmly, coldly but reasonly

you speak.



and then, it becomes a relief.



-- to my beloved and myself,

i will not be worried about you.

i am glad for you, i truly am.